nostalgic meals and how to waste time

i went grocery shopping today and got brie and bread to bake for dipping + spicy salami, kinda like a hostel meal i shared with an australian girl in barcelona that still makes me feel rly happy to think of

i'm just trying to waste time right now, so i don't have much to say, or like a lot but not anything i can articulate right now, i think. my family have all gotten their first dose of the vaccine and i have to wait since im in the dreaded "too old and too young" age group in my country haha. so no vacation planning for me yet

been feeling a lot lately, in regards to many things, but again, nothing i can put into words at the moment, but hopefully i can write it out later to get a better idea of how im really feeling. idk man. ugh. i just want to sleep for a long time

tomorrow i can bake the brie though and be happy for a while! and good things are coming, good distractions. i'm feeling hopeful