I Really Want To...

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I heard this song on tiktok this morning and instantly fell in love (yes I was spoiled about what will happen :>). I started watching edgerunners with a friend back when it came out, but never finished, and this made me really want to! But ah, there is so many things I want to do. I went out to eat with a friend from uni yesterday, and we went to the library after for her to grab some books to read! She reads so much now! I also fell over a collection of horror stories called "Polar Horrors - strange tales from the world's ends". I always nicknamed these stories arctic horror, but polar horror sounds fine too. I'm really excited to read it! But I also borrowed a book from a coworker that I think I'll really like. Having so many options that I'm all hyped about always stresses me out, and I'm not sure what to do first!! Maybe I'll watch edgerunners, then read the library book, then my friend's book. Why edgerunners first? Well, that's... I'm not sure, but listening to the song on repeat really makes me want to, lol.

The thing with getting overwhelmed with all the things I want to do is something I'm really struggling with and trying to work on. I have a hard time prioritising, cause I'm so excited about so many things, and I fear picking the wrong thing to spend my limited time and energy on. In the end I usually end up just lying in bed or on my pc doing not really much... Like I think I will go do right now (but mostly cause it's so late! I will watch edgerunners tomorrow!)